Have you ever felt like running away from home because of parents or situations you’re going through? Welp, that’s how I feel right about now… I’m tired if my parents ruining my life. They go from waiting till I’m 21 to be free, keeping me under house arrest, being home @ certain times, not staying over a friends house & even hurting my relationship… I’m already 20 & I feel like I can’t do shit w/o them blowing off my head. Some days it would b my dad & others it will b my mom. It’s like they r never happy w/ the choices I make. Like I’m over here tryna do things on my own w/o them cuz that’s what’s growing up is right?! It’s like they don’t want me to grow up & try new things. They just wanna keep me home 24/7. I hate the fact that they tell me how I’m ungrateful for them & don’t appreciate what I do. Course I appreciate it but what the fuck you want me to do? Give you gifts or some shit? Then they say how I don’t help around the house. Well what do you need help w/? When I ask I get nothing. Then they complain how I’m always out… I’m never fucken out. It’s hella rare! Then they go as far of saying how I’m nicer to my friends. Well maybe its cuz they make me happy & don’t give me a headaches plus they accept my decisions I make. But what bugs me the most is that I’m tryna do ME, what makes me happy & what’s gonna help me in life but they don’t realize it. I’M GROWING UP HERE!!! It’s so frustrating to a point where I just wanna pull all my hair out or punch a wall! Sometimes I’m just tired of living here & just wanna move out. But I know I couldn’t do it alone cuz I’m not making that much money. I really wanna run away from home because I’ve been dealing w/ this ever since senior yr in high school. It’s too much for me like really! & when I don’t have someone to talk to, it bottles up & just hurts me internally… *sigh. Seriously can’t do this anymore… The life of Erika… 
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